Greedy and Wasting

I can't find a middle ground
i'm trapped behind my eyes
wasting valuable energy
on vanity and pride
You are just the enemy
chaining me to the ground
aching for divinity
while squirming on the floor

Trapped in roles and imagery
blind to who's alive
blundering automations
and no one seems to mind

Screaming at my memory
to serve and pass me by
relieve me of subjectivity
so I may finally evolve
I'm nihilistic poised and ready
to receive my revelation
and not let this opportunity
pass me by

Greedy and wasting
and greedy and wasting
and greedy and wasting
my time

You're greedy and hating me
greedy and hating me
because I can see your insides